Random questions of a ravaged mind!

"Is fighting for someone's happiness so important when the person doesn't care about you?
But do you know for sure the person doesn't care about you?

How much can a mind vacillate in a single day, from one extreme to the other based on the slightest whims of someone else?

Is independency of mind a mere illusion?

Do I really not know the answers to my questions or am I blocking them out?

Are these incorrigible acts of impetousness or just guises and guiles?
If the latter, are they designed for me or against me?

Is this not the height of fairlessness, that one party has to suffer, so that the other party does not have to, though it is for no perceptible fault of the latters?

Which pain is so strange that you have no intent to harm the person who has wrought it upon you?

Didn't Richard Bach say “I want to be very close to someone I respect and admire and have somebody who feels the same way about me.” and when he did, did he take into account this queer disease?

Isn't a guilt free mind the best gift a person can have but also the most dangerous of all weapons?

Can my mind no longer distinguish between a tainting taunt and a frank greeting?

MY first true concern for myself: Are these scars healable with time or are they permanent?

Why are yesterday's questions so different from today? and more painful?

When all's over can it be anymore peaceful?

“If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they're yours; if they don't they never were.” How true!

Do I have permission to slap myself if I dole out advice unasked to someone who doesn't even care?

Why have I demeaned myself to such an extent, that I cannot look myself square in the mirror?

Is there an instant "Delete" key for relations?

Why is truth so undervalued in this world?

Is it so difficult to distinguish between incorrigibility and innocuousness?

Is ingratitude so in vogue?

Does pursuance cease to become an art when the opposite party has neither fear nor interest?

Is thinking about not giving a damn so much more difficult than actually not giving one?

Does my self respect has no respect for itself anymore?

Would you help someone in distress who does not remember you in joy?

Is pain so peaceful or is this peace painful?"

These and more traverse my mind.

Everything would be crystal clear only if you have ever fallen prey to the strangest malady of all!

If not, keep trying!!